markmuldez:
Father,
How many times shall I say, ‘Forgive me’. How many times shall I say, ‘I’m sorry’.
How many times shall I bow, kneel down and ask for Your forgiveness?
Oh how merciful You are my King. You know my every thoughts and actions even before I commit them and still welcome me in Your arms. How deep and how wide is Your love for me that I deserve to be called ‘My Child’. Clearly I don’t deserve anything from You and yet you have graciously given me everything. You’ve given me Your son, Jesus to pay for my sins and shame. He took all the punishment and the beating so that I don’t have to endure them, And He endure it all with out complain. Father forgive me if I take everything for granted. Forgive me.
I want more of you. I long for your presence. I need Your Spirit everyday and my heart’s desire is for You to become my one and only passion. But Lord I fall short before you. My heart and my flesh forgets that you are my Ultimate Portion. Oh my Lord, my God, please save me from my fleshly desires. Help me to keep pressing on to You and as I die to myself everyday, would you give me the power to carry my cross everyday.
Father I trust you with all of my life and with everything that I am. You are the only reason why I exist and why I’m alive and breathing because you died for me, so I will commit my life to live for You and You alone… and make You known.
In Christ,
Mark Muldez
